Venting

It's been awhile since I have blogged, I really have been extremely busy. A lot has happened since I have last blogged some good some bad. I'm really not into talking about the good stuff tonight.

Tonight has been a rough night for me. An eyeopener. I am tired of staying quiet about this situation, I need to vent.

I am tired of seeing things here and there just to make me mad. I didn't do anything wrong, I never lied. I wanted to help you, others wanted to help you, but you shut us out. And it seems to me that you don't have a care in the world now. You have moved on pretty well.

I remember you never wanted to do anything, but with the new crew you are all ready to go.

I honestly never thought this would happen to us. I never thought after everything that had happened to us that this would happen. That you wouldn't trust me enough to let me help you. 20 years didn't matter that much to you.

This is your words........

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go? This question sucks……. I tend to just let things happen……if they want to go I can’t stop them.

That one HURT. I guess I wasn't worth the effort, none of us was. I can tell ya the STC friends won't stick with you like we did.


Even though you said you only lied about little things, you still lied, and honestly I KNOW you lied about more than you are admitting too.

I have cried so many tears, and prayed so many prayers about this situation.

Until you can come clean you won't ever be okay, and you won't find 3 girls that would fight till the death for you like we would have.